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No eres Gigi. Eres la regla. Y amo a mi MacBook

I love that He's Not Just that Into You movie. I'm such a Mac Fangirl that I love that Gigi ends up in a relationship with that-character-played-by-Justin-Long, i.e., a Mac. I always hold on to Gigi's final words about the lesson being knowing that you never gave up.


link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tl2k06SYrng


So it's now 4:20 AM and it's my Macbook and I. It's me on my own (picking up the pieces and starting over?)
Tonight I stayed up late just to listen to a radio show because a guy asked me to, only to be ignored by him the whole night. That feels crappy. It is not a bad show and the music was ok, but it is kind of a bummer that the DJ had none of the songs I requested but had all of the songs he did. That made me feel quite unimportant.
http://luispescetti.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/11/Luis-Pescetti_soy-invisible.mp3


I'm not jealous. I'm not that petty and I will not be afraid of women.

link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=libGh-j3hBQ When a girl tells me she has never had a female friend, I wonder if she is afraid of women. Or of her own feminity and identity. Specially when the conversation seems tailored to suit male tastes and not her own. We are asking her questions and she's giving the right answers for a fantasy character, but no true answers for a real person. I expected indie radio to be more authentic, but there I was listening to this young lady catering to the patriarchy yet pretending to stick it up to the man.

Yes, I can teach her how I learned to dance when the music ended. And also, yes, I want somebody who sees me.

So, when I jokingly asked about how to conquer this guy's heart, I was given this free sprit cliché. I call Bullshit. There is no such thing as a free spirit that is in any way more free than anyone else's spirit. I have motivations and ambitions, like anyone else, and I also have the ability to compromise, if that gets me closer to my goals. I'm no one's captor. I don't want anyone holding me down, nor do I want the weight of someone else on my shoulders.

I do expect any friendship and any relationship to be equalitarian, mutually nurturing, and emotionally and socially healthy. That's my only rule.

4 comentarios - No eres Gigi. Eres la regla. Y amo a mi MacBook

donaholy
Nice guidepost of that show! LOL so everyone is supposed to be kind and polite when they meet someone new. That is normal, theres nothing special about that. So please dont be easily flattered. <3